By Meghan Dhawan
Staff Writer
*start at 0:16 in*
Why did you have to leave me so soon?
We moved on too fast and I know that’s how life is
But honestly I never really understood the word or world
And I wish I could’ve taken my time to evolve and understand
And
The way we evolved was way too quick,
to slow down was honestly just a trick
Went from point A to point Z and I wondered how and when in time we skipped the rest
*starts at 0:45*
It’s just that back in time when you were sixteen, Your family said that you’d go far, and the best thing in life for me
was
to tug at your shirt sleeve while I was 3 foot 3
Looking up and watching your grin move across your
face
*starts at 1:17*
Now I watch the days just pass me by and I think
About those memories, the good old days for me
And I know you highly detest those days so much
But I assure you were a hero to some
*starts abruptly at 1:32*
One
*at 1:32*
Cuz I’m not getting any younger
*at 1:39*
And I know
*at 1:40*
That I weigh the world down everyday
*at 1:47*
If I were to admit the way I’ve analyzed the way I’ve handled moving on from things like this for all my years
I fear you you’d be so scared of my psychotic tendencies and that you’d go
again
*at 2:04*
And I really hope you’ll
*at 2:07*
Stay
*at 2:39*
I know I said I’m not that little girl anymore
I know I thought that I’d move on but
You gave me hope at a weak period and
I miss when the days were simpler
*at 2:50*
I understand that we can’t go back and
We had good times and now they’re through
But part of me always wished that you would drop your all things and travel back in time with me
*everyone at 3:02*
Cuz I’m not getting any younger
I know my heart swells for you every time
*at 3:12*
If I were to admit the way I’ve analyzed the way I’ve handled moving on from things like this for all my years
I fear you you’d be so scared of my psychotic tendencies and that you’d go
And that you’d leave
And that you’d run
And that you’d hear
*at 3:30*
Me out [drawn out]
The Pillar 